I just submitted UCLA.  Talk about last minute.  I am awful at that!  I just have such a  hard time writing about myself intelligibly.  I was at a friends house late last night while his mother helped me edit my essay to make it sound better.  I absolutely hated writing about my family.  I am not the greatest communicator when it comes to my personal life.  At work I am great, I can make very clear my intentions and thoughts in the office but when it comes to any personal emotion or feeling I freeze up.  Believe, this has been an issue with all of my boyfriends in the past.  Anyway, it's done.   Out of my hands now. 
Yale released some decisions before X-Mas and has just said they will release more decisions this week.   Wouldn't it be awesome to just get that phone call today.  I am already imagining jumping up and down in my office just being happy to have the anxiety over with!   Previously I thought I'd be a shoe in at Yale, but I'm not so confident anymore.  They're applicant pool has doubled in size.  At this point, I'll just be happy to be admitted anywhere.  I just really want to know what I'll be doing with my life for the next two years, where I'll be, how I'll manage.  I hate this uneasiness of not knowing.  I am positive I am not the only one.  Can we all just throw ourselves a little pity party (those of us who have not been lucky enough to hear word on our fates yet)?!
Good luck to everyone and I hope you all had an awesome time bringing in 2007!
Thursday, January 04, 2007
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5 comments:
Good luck for UCLA. I totally understand the frustration of waiting, but hang in there. When it comes, it will be sweeeeet.
I am also waiting to hear from Yale. When did you interview?
I can totally relate to your feeling :) Good luck and just remember there are lots of others feeling the same way :) you're not alone
Best of luck with UCLA and Happy New Year! =)
pity party !! LOL.
Its gonna be fine Applying =Anxiety Attacks. Chill! I know it happens, but its all gonna be good. All the best !
All the best! How many schools are still evaluating your apps? Did you already get any dings / waitlists? I submitted my Darden app 4 days ago .. i guess i will get my anxiety attacks in a couple of weeks :-)
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